today, i was slowly wasting away
i'm writing this past midnight, so the timestamp is going to be off, but this is for march 21.
today, i woke up at 11:55, read a chapter of The Dragon's Betrothed, ate a Nutty Buddy, then promptly laid in bed until around 7:40—not because i was lazy or anything. it's just that nothing sounded good.
but then i ordered pizza around 8 and watched a hank green video about shark not being fish—which i didn't need to be told. i could've told you that. but the video was interesting nonetheless. i watched another hank green video as well, but i don't remember what it was. then i watched a disney show commentary or something. i don't know. i moreso had it on in the background while i reorganised my dresser—which took about an hour.
for absolutely no reason, mind you.
then i laid in bed again. i was going to read fanfiction, but i couldn't decide on one, so i never actually read anything.
then i learned about bts' new album and experienced that.
the best way to describe my feelings about it would be to remind you that i wasted my entire day doing almost nothing, and the only time i want back is the time i spent listening to that album.
anyway,
then i listened to enhypen's big girls don't cry on repeat because that was somehow a better experience.
i actually really like big girls don't cry even though it's way too short and barely has anything going on in it. the chorus just feels good in my head.
also,
"넌 나의 pookie"
lives in my head rent–free. i probably sing that line at least four times a day, every day—and i don't even like that term of endearment.
sunhoon just says it right, i guess. i don't know.
until next time~
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